I know, I know. I have not posted anything in like FOREVER! Good news though, it's not because I have lost interest in blogging, it's just because I am in the middle of moving to Texas, and access to the internet is very limited. Haha
Once I do get settled into my house, I shall continue my 30 day blog, and your bordom shall resume. TTFN <3
Friday, October 22, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
A Must Have Kinda Cheese...
30 Days of truth: Day5- Something you hope to do in your life.
There are so many things that I want to do in my life.
First of all, I want to have a baby..which my husband and I are currently trying to make happen, so CROSS YOUR FINGERS! But I have always wanted to be a mom. I am the oldest girl, out of what seems like a million grandchildren, lol so I have always been around kids, changed diapers, the works. Even before having a desire to go to school, being a mom has always been my top priority, and I hope it happens soon :D
Secondly, I want to study criminology so that I might be able to be apart of a forensic team in the future. No, I don't watch CSI so it's not just a phase I am in. It's just something I have always had an interest in doing. Yeah seeing a dead body may be gross and devastating, but catching the jerk that committed the crime would be worth it. I know I can't change the world, but it would be nice to make some sort of difference...someone's got to do the job, right?
Thirdly, I would like to participate in a murder mystery dinner. I think it would be so much fun and fascinating, although my husband seems to think that a real murder would occur, and it could be my death people would be solving..lolol ;)
Other than that I just want to live a happy life with my family. Skydiving was on my list of things to do, but I did that on my 21st birthday, and oh man was it fun :P. I guess I could say I have to do it again haha. But that about sums it up :D TTFN <3
There are so many things that I want to do in my life.
First of all, I want to have a baby..which my husband and I are currently trying to make happen, so CROSS YOUR FINGERS! But I have always wanted to be a mom. I am the oldest girl, out of what seems like a million grandchildren, lol so I have always been around kids, changed diapers, the works. Even before having a desire to go to school, being a mom has always been my top priority, and I hope it happens soon :D
Secondly, I want to study criminology so that I might be able to be apart of a forensic team in the future. No, I don't watch CSI so it's not just a phase I am in. It's just something I have always had an interest in doing. Yeah seeing a dead body may be gross and devastating, but catching the jerk that committed the crime would be worth it. I know I can't change the world, but it would be nice to make some sort of difference...someone's got to do the job, right?
Thirdly, I would like to participate in a murder mystery dinner. I think it would be so much fun and fascinating, although my husband seems to think that a real murder would occur, and it could be my death people would be solving..lolol ;)
Other than that I just want to live a happy life with my family. Skydiving was on my list of things to do, but I did that on my 21st birthday, and oh man was it fun :P. I guess I could say I have to do it again haha. But that about sums it up :D TTFN <3
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Wronging the Cheese...
30 Days of truth: Day4: Something you have to forgive someone else for.
I am usually a forgiving person, and in fact, there are somethings I have forgiven people for that I shouldn't have, which should tell you that when I have a hard time forgiving someone, I probably won't be able to.
When I was a little girl, my mom always had to work two jobs because my "sperm donor" had left by the time I was two, and my Dad didn't come into the picture until I was 12 or so. Anyway, while she worked hard, my wonderful Aunt Jane would always baby sit my brother and me. She loved my brother and all, but I was the favorite. I was "THE girl"..literally, that's what her and my Uncle Bob called me. They did everything for me, taught me my ABC's, how to read, tie my shoes, play basketball, ride a bike, and they took me to sea world and Disney Land EVERY year.
So needless to say, I was VERY close with my Auntie Jane. Well one night, when I was 16, I got a call saying that my Aunt Jane was in the hospital, and she was dying. I asked how long she had, and they said she would be gone any minute. My grandparents had bought my mom a ticket to fly to Utah (because we were in Georgia), but my mom gave it to me. I was on the first flight to Utah in the morning, but I was terrified I didn't have that long. I called my Aunt Jane, even though she was mostly unresponsive, and asked her to wait for me. I was told that when I did, she opened her eyes, which was the first response she had shown in hours, and she did. She waited for me. Not 30 minutes after I got there and said my goodbyes, she passed. It was the saddest moment of my life, but I was glad she moved onto a better place.
Now telling you that, I'll tell you who and why I "need" to give forgiveness. My Aunt Jane's son, my cousin, Bobby, was like my brother. I looked up to him in so many ways, but unfortunately, he got into some hardcore drugs, and couldn't stop, but no matter what people said, I never gave up on him. Until the day mu Aunt Jane died. Right after she had died, everyone crying their eyes out, and my Uncle still in shock, my cousin, Bobby, apparently wasn't worried about anything except where his next hit was coming from, and his answer? My Aunt's wedding ring. He never got it, thank God (literally), but he fact that his own mother, had just died, and he tried to steal her ring for drugs. How messed up is that? So he is the one I will have to forgive, and you know his crime, and I don't know if I ever will forgive him, but probably not. <3 TTFN
I am usually a forgiving person, and in fact, there are somethings I have forgiven people for that I shouldn't have, which should tell you that when I have a hard time forgiving someone, I probably won't be able to.
When I was a little girl, my mom always had to work two jobs because my "sperm donor" had left by the time I was two, and my Dad didn't come into the picture until I was 12 or so. Anyway, while she worked hard, my wonderful Aunt Jane would always baby sit my brother and me. She loved my brother and all, but I was the favorite. I was "THE girl"..literally, that's what her and my Uncle Bob called me. They did everything for me, taught me my ABC's, how to read, tie my shoes, play basketball, ride a bike, and they took me to sea world and Disney Land EVERY year.
So needless to say, I was VERY close with my Auntie Jane. Well one night, when I was 16, I got a call saying that my Aunt Jane was in the hospital, and she was dying. I asked how long she had, and they said she would be gone any minute. My grandparents had bought my mom a ticket to fly to Utah (because we were in Georgia), but my mom gave it to me. I was on the first flight to Utah in the morning, but I was terrified I didn't have that long. I called my Aunt Jane, even though she was mostly unresponsive, and asked her to wait for me. I was told that when I did, she opened her eyes, which was the first response she had shown in hours, and she did. She waited for me. Not 30 minutes after I got there and said my goodbyes, she passed. It was the saddest moment of my life, but I was glad she moved onto a better place.
Now telling you that, I'll tell you who and why I "need" to give forgiveness. My Aunt Jane's son, my cousin, Bobby, was like my brother. I looked up to him in so many ways, but unfortunately, he got into some hardcore drugs, and couldn't stop, but no matter what people said, I never gave up on him. Until the day mu Aunt Jane died. Right after she had died, everyone crying their eyes out, and my Uncle still in shock, my cousin, Bobby, apparently wasn't worried about anything except where his next hit was coming from, and his answer? My Aunt's wedding ring. He never got it, thank God (literally), but he fact that his own mother, had just died, and he tried to steal her ring for drugs. How messed up is that? So he is the one I will have to forgive, and you know his crime, and I don't know if I ever will forgive him, but probably not. <3 TTFN
Thursday, September 30, 2010
It's alright Cheese...
30 Days of Truth: Day3- Something you have to forgive yourself for.
I guess the only way to put this one, is very harsh, yet true. What do I need to forgive myself for? For being so stupid sometimes. This kind of goes along with the whole "too compassionate and forgiving" thing. It seems like while I am in the middle of a bad situation or a scam, something along those lines, I don't really see the TRUE situation until I am left burned and scared..and usually money. lol I think everything is happy and jolly and then BAM! I get hit,and the worse part is there are usually TONS of signs along the way saying "YOU'RE GETTING RIPPED OFF YOU MORON! QUIT WHILE YOU'RE AHEAD!!!". I guess I just get so distracted and want to believe so much that people are good deep down, that I refuse to let myself see the truth, even though I knew it all along. Then, I tend to beat my humiliated self up about it until the end of time...so I guess I just need to deal with the fact that what is done is done, and I just need to move on and stop being so damn nice. lol TTFN <3
I guess the only way to put this one, is very harsh, yet true. What do I need to forgive myself for? For being so stupid sometimes. This kind of goes along with the whole "too compassionate and forgiving" thing. It seems like while I am in the middle of a bad situation or a scam, something along those lines, I don't really see the TRUE situation until I am left burned and scared..and usually money. lol I think everything is happy and jolly and then BAM! I get hit,and the worse part is there are usually TONS of signs along the way saying "YOU'RE GETTING RIPPED OFF YOU MORON! QUIT WHILE YOU'RE AHEAD!!!". I guess I just get so distracted and want to believe so much that people are good deep down, that I refuse to let myself see the truth, even though I knew it all along. Then, I tend to beat my humiliated self up about it until the end of time...so I guess I just need to deal with the fact that what is done is done, and I just need to move on and stop being so damn nice. lol TTFN <3
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Lovin' Some Cheese...
30 Days of truth: Day2-Something you love about yourself.
One thing that I love about myself is my ability to belch. Some of you may think this is repulsive and absolutely disgusting, but I find it humorous and relieving. I know I COULD just burp normally, but haven't you ever eaten a big mean like Thanksgiving, and after about fifteen minutes or so you just let out this big ol' BEEEEEEEELLLLLLLCHHHHHHH?!? It's the greatest feeling in the world, guaranteed. I wasn't always able to belch though. My best friend in high school actually taught me. One night she was sleeping over, and we spent the entire night on the living room couch practicing my belch until I got it right, it drove my mother nuts *and still does to this very day*. That's right folks, this pro only took ONE night to learn my amazing talents, and I am so good at it, I even put my husband to shame ;P...sorry hunny. <3
What can I say...women REALLY can do anything a man can ;)
TTFN <3
One thing that I love about myself is my ability to belch. Some of you may think this is repulsive and absolutely disgusting, but I find it humorous and relieving. I know I COULD just burp normally, but haven't you ever eaten a big mean like Thanksgiving, and after about fifteen minutes or so you just let out this big ol' BEEEEEEEELLLLLLLCHHHHHHH?!? It's the greatest feeling in the world, guaranteed. I wasn't always able to belch though. My best friend in high school actually taught me. One night she was sleeping over, and we spent the entire night on the living room couch practicing my belch until I got it right, it drove my mother nuts *and still does to this very day*. That's right folks, this pro only took ONE night to learn my amazing talents, and I am so good at it, I even put my husband to shame ;P...sorry hunny. <3
What can I say...women REALLY can do anything a man can ;)
TTFN <3
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Hatin' Some Cheese...
So I saw this "30 day written blog" thing on someone else's blog this morning, and decided to give it a shot. Today's topic? Something you hate about yourself:
There are a few things that come to mind with this. I could say my weight, my laugh, my freckles, but the thing that seems to stick out in my mind the most is my compassion. Why is this bad, you ask? Well, it seems like no matter how mean someone is to me, no matter how much I don't know someone, I am too forgiving and to trusting of others. For example:
My husband is in the Army and will be restationed at Fort Hood in October. Since I currently reside in Virginia, I have been trying to find a home for us to live in online. One house in particular was kinda old on the outside, but had been completely remodeled on the inside, and the "landlord's" biggest concern was renting to someone that wouldn't damage the property, which I can relate to having 3 years of experience in property management. Expressing this to him, him and his wife thought we would be the ideal tenants to rent their lovely home, so I Western Unioned them $150 to hold the house for us until I could send the first months rent on the first of October.
Well, thank goodness for my husband. Yesterday, he expressed to me that something just didn't feel right, and that the offer seemed too good to be true. So I did some research only to find out that the "landlord" did not own the property at all. He had just scammed me out of my last $150 that I had that could have been used to pay a bill or buy groceries..both of which are desperately needed.
So what did I do? I cried. I haven't had my hopes up for something like that in a really long time, and it was such a disappointment. The house really was up for rent, but was way out of our price range. So after I balled my eyes out, I decided to send the "landlord" an email informing him of his scam...in case he was unaware...and thanking him to contributing to the scum of this world.
HE ACTUALLY REPLIED! He tried to convince me that he had no clue what I was talking about, blah blah blah...so I sent him the name and number of the property management company that ACTUALLY owns the property, and told him to call them. I'm sure they would be happy to enlighten him on his scam the way they did for me.....and just as I expected..no response and no refund. So now I am currently stressing to find a place for us to live, and unsure about all of the offers because I can't afford to be scammed again. *sigh* at least I figured it all out before I sent the first months rent.
TTFN <3
There are a few things that come to mind with this. I could say my weight, my laugh, my freckles, but the thing that seems to stick out in my mind the most is my compassion. Why is this bad, you ask? Well, it seems like no matter how mean someone is to me, no matter how much I don't know someone, I am too forgiving and to trusting of others. For example:
My husband is in the Army and will be restationed at Fort Hood in October. Since I currently reside in Virginia, I have been trying to find a home for us to live in online. One house in particular was kinda old on the outside, but had been completely remodeled on the inside, and the "landlord's" biggest concern was renting to someone that wouldn't damage the property, which I can relate to having 3 years of experience in property management. Expressing this to him, him and his wife thought we would be the ideal tenants to rent their lovely home, so I Western Unioned them $150 to hold the house for us until I could send the first months rent on the first of October.
Well, thank goodness for my husband. Yesterday, he expressed to me that something just didn't feel right, and that the offer seemed too good to be true. So I did some research only to find out that the "landlord" did not own the property at all. He had just scammed me out of my last $150 that I had that could have been used to pay a bill or buy groceries..both of which are desperately needed.
So what did I do? I cried. I haven't had my hopes up for something like that in a really long time, and it was such a disappointment. The house really was up for rent, but was way out of our price range. So after I balled my eyes out, I decided to send the "landlord" an email informing him of his scam...in case he was unaware...and thanking him to contributing to the scum of this world.
HE ACTUALLY REPLIED! He tried to convince me that he had no clue what I was talking about, blah blah blah...so I sent him the name and number of the property management company that ACTUALLY owns the property, and told him to call them. I'm sure they would be happy to enlighten him on his scam the way they did for me.....and just as I expected..no response and no refund. So now I am currently stressing to find a place for us to live, and unsure about all of the offers because I can't afford to be scammed again. *sigh* at least I figured it all out before I sent the first months rent.
TTFN <3
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Just a little cheese, please....
So I usually have a new blog up about this time, buuuuuut all the topics that I previously stormed up in my head have all disappeared somehow O.o. I hope I didn't go into all of them ALREADY! Anywho, so I decided to create a blog that had some fun little facts about myself in it, they are as follows:
*I'm short.. 5"2.5 to be exact.
*I suck at grammar..spelling mostly.
*I hate my brown hair, so I dye it black, even though it's only about 2 shades from being black.
*Now that I am 21 and married, I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to until I get preggos.
*I love the fact that my awesomely awesome husband resembles M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold.
*My favorite ice cream is black cherry, but ice cream stores rarely have it.
*I love all music except rap, however certain songs are appealing.
*John Travolta is the greatest actor of all time, and if you don't think so you can go jump off of a cliff, and I have loved him ever since I was in my mothers tummy...yes I do know that.
*People often take advantage of my kindness, and I tend to not do anything about it, but when I do, it's not pretty.
*I used to hate the color pink, but now I want everything to be pink.
*I have the same birthday as the Dutchess herself, Fergie, and I think that makes me superior to everyone else. *lol jk*
*If I go anywhere without my hair done or makeup I am completely uncomfortable the ENTIRE time..so I usually don't go without.
*My mom is my bestest friend.
*Carbs are my weakness, especially chips.
*I don't like a lot of chocolate, in fact, I rarely eat it. *and yes, I am a woman*
*My gaming name is Cheese based on Wisconsin cheese curds...nomnom..but I have never been to Wisconsin. O.o
*I was in love with my husband the moment I met him, even though I wouldn't admit it to myself until later on.
*If I am not on facebook or out on the town, I am at home playing video games with my husband, mainly Combat Arms <3
*I spam :D, :), ;), :p, O.o, <3, etc.
*I want to name my future daughter Lily, which means my husband gets to name our future son, and that terrifies me. lol
*Family is the most important factor in life for me, and it always will be.
*My new last name is Pearson, and whenever I read it I think of a pear even though that's obviously not how it sounds.
*I used to loath running, but now its become one of the best parts of my day.
*One of my biggest desires is to own a smartcar, but considering I am planning on a family I wont be getting one anytime soon.
*There is so much more, but I am clueless allllll the time so I am going to say TTFN <3
*I'm short.. 5"2.5 to be exact.
*I suck at grammar..spelling mostly.
*I hate my brown hair, so I dye it black, even though it's only about 2 shades from being black.
*Now that I am 21 and married, I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to until I get preggos.
*I love the fact that my awesomely awesome husband resembles M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold.
*My favorite ice cream is black cherry, but ice cream stores rarely have it.
*I love all music except rap, however certain songs are appealing.
*John Travolta is the greatest actor of all time, and if you don't think so you can go jump off of a cliff, and I have loved him ever since I was in my mothers tummy...yes I do know that.
*People often take advantage of my kindness, and I tend to not do anything about it, but when I do, it's not pretty.
*I used to hate the color pink, but now I want everything to be pink.
*I have the same birthday as the Dutchess herself, Fergie, and I think that makes me superior to everyone else. *lol jk*
*If I go anywhere without my hair done or makeup I am completely uncomfortable the ENTIRE time..so I usually don't go without.
*My mom is my bestest friend.
*Carbs are my weakness, especially chips.
*I don't like a lot of chocolate, in fact, I rarely eat it. *and yes, I am a woman*
*My gaming name is Cheese based on Wisconsin cheese curds...nomnom..but I have never been to Wisconsin. O.o
*I was in love with my husband the moment I met him, even though I wouldn't admit it to myself until later on.
*If I am not on facebook or out on the town, I am at home playing video games with my husband, mainly Combat Arms <3
*I spam :D, :), ;), :p, O.o, <3, etc.
*I want to name my future daughter Lily, which means my husband gets to name our future son, and that terrifies me. lol
*Family is the most important factor in life for me, and it always will be.
*My new last name is Pearson, and whenever I read it I think of a pear even though that's obviously not how it sounds.
*I used to loath running, but now its become one of the best parts of my day.
*One of my biggest desires is to own a smartcar, but considering I am planning on a family I wont be getting one anytime soon.
*There is so much more, but I am clueless allllll the time so I am going to say TTFN <3
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