Thursday, September 30, 2010

It's alright Cheese...

30 Days of Truth: Day3- Something you have to forgive yourself for.

I guess the only way to put this one, is very harsh, yet true. What do I need to forgive myself for? For being so stupid sometimes. This kind of goes along with the whole "too compassionate and forgiving" thing. It seems like while I am in the middle of a bad situation or a scam, something along those lines, I don't really see the TRUE situation until I am left burned and scared..and usually money. lol I think everything is happy and jolly and then BAM! I get hit,and the worse part is there are usually TONS of signs along the way saying "YOU'RE GETTING RIPPED OFF YOU MORON! QUIT WHILE YOU'RE AHEAD!!!". I guess I just get so distracted and want to believe so much that people are good deep down, that I refuse to let myself see the truth, even though I knew it all along. Then, I tend to beat my humiliated self up about it until the end of time...so I guess I just need to deal with the fact that what is done is done, and I just need to move on and stop being so damn nice. lol TTFN <3

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