30 Days of Truth: Day3- Something you have to forgive yourself for.
I guess the only way to put this one, is very harsh, yet true. What do I need to forgive myself for? For being so stupid sometimes. This kind of goes along with the whole "too compassionate and forgiving" thing. It seems like while I am in the middle of a bad situation or a scam, something along those lines, I don't really see the TRUE situation until I am left burned and scared..and usually money. lol I think everything is happy and jolly and then BAM! I get hit,and the worse part is there are usually TONS of signs along the way saying "YOU'RE GETTING RIPPED OFF YOU MORON! QUIT WHILE YOU'RE AHEAD!!!". I guess I just get so distracted and want to believe so much that people are good deep down, that I refuse to let myself see the truth, even though I knew it all along. Then, I tend to beat my humiliated self up about it until the end of time...so I guess I just need to deal with the fact that what is done is done, and I just need to move on and stop being so damn nice. lol TTFN <3
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Lovin' Some Cheese...
30 Days of truth: Day2-Something you love about yourself.
One thing that I love about myself is my ability to belch. Some of you may think this is repulsive and absolutely disgusting, but I find it humorous and relieving. I know I COULD just burp normally, but haven't you ever eaten a big mean like Thanksgiving, and after about fifteen minutes or so you just let out this big ol' BEEEEEEEELLLLLLLCHHHHHHH?!? It's the greatest feeling in the world, guaranteed. I wasn't always able to belch though. My best friend in high school actually taught me. One night she was sleeping over, and we spent the entire night on the living room couch practicing my belch until I got it right, it drove my mother nuts *and still does to this very day*. That's right folks, this pro only took ONE night to learn my amazing talents, and I am so good at it, I even put my husband to shame ;P...sorry hunny. <3
What can I say...women REALLY can do anything a man can ;)
TTFN <3
One thing that I love about myself is my ability to belch. Some of you may think this is repulsive and absolutely disgusting, but I find it humorous and relieving. I know I COULD just burp normally, but haven't you ever eaten a big mean like Thanksgiving, and after about fifteen minutes or so you just let out this big ol' BEEEEEEEELLLLLLLCHHHHHHH?!? It's the greatest feeling in the world, guaranteed. I wasn't always able to belch though. My best friend in high school actually taught me. One night she was sleeping over, and we spent the entire night on the living room couch practicing my belch until I got it right, it drove my mother nuts *and still does to this very day*. That's right folks, this pro only took ONE night to learn my amazing talents, and I am so good at it, I even put my husband to shame ;P...sorry hunny. <3
What can I say...women REALLY can do anything a man can ;)
TTFN <3
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Hatin' Some Cheese...
So I saw this "30 day written blog" thing on someone else's blog this morning, and decided to give it a shot. Today's topic? Something you hate about yourself:
There are a few things that come to mind with this. I could say my weight, my laugh, my freckles, but the thing that seems to stick out in my mind the most is my compassion. Why is this bad, you ask? Well, it seems like no matter how mean someone is to me, no matter how much I don't know someone, I am too forgiving and to trusting of others. For example:
My husband is in the Army and will be restationed at Fort Hood in October. Since I currently reside in Virginia, I have been trying to find a home for us to live in online. One house in particular was kinda old on the outside, but had been completely remodeled on the inside, and the "landlord's" biggest concern was renting to someone that wouldn't damage the property, which I can relate to having 3 years of experience in property management. Expressing this to him, him and his wife thought we would be the ideal tenants to rent their lovely home, so I Western Unioned them $150 to hold the house for us until I could send the first months rent on the first of October.
Well, thank goodness for my husband. Yesterday, he expressed to me that something just didn't feel right, and that the offer seemed too good to be true. So I did some research only to find out that the "landlord" did not own the property at all. He had just scammed me out of my last $150 that I had that could have been used to pay a bill or buy groceries..both of which are desperately needed.
So what did I do? I cried. I haven't had my hopes up for something like that in a really long time, and it was such a disappointment. The house really was up for rent, but was way out of our price range. So after I balled my eyes out, I decided to send the "landlord" an email informing him of his scam...in case he was unaware...and thanking him to contributing to the scum of this world.
HE ACTUALLY REPLIED! He tried to convince me that he had no clue what I was talking about, blah blah blah...so I sent him the name and number of the property management company that ACTUALLY owns the property, and told him to call them. I'm sure they would be happy to enlighten him on his scam the way they did for me.....and just as I expected..no response and no refund. So now I am currently stressing to find a place for us to live, and unsure about all of the offers because I can't afford to be scammed again. *sigh* at least I figured it all out before I sent the first months rent.
TTFN <3
There are a few things that come to mind with this. I could say my weight, my laugh, my freckles, but the thing that seems to stick out in my mind the most is my compassion. Why is this bad, you ask? Well, it seems like no matter how mean someone is to me, no matter how much I don't know someone, I am too forgiving and to trusting of others. For example:
My husband is in the Army and will be restationed at Fort Hood in October. Since I currently reside in Virginia, I have been trying to find a home for us to live in online. One house in particular was kinda old on the outside, but had been completely remodeled on the inside, and the "landlord's" biggest concern was renting to someone that wouldn't damage the property, which I can relate to having 3 years of experience in property management. Expressing this to him, him and his wife thought we would be the ideal tenants to rent their lovely home, so I Western Unioned them $150 to hold the house for us until I could send the first months rent on the first of October.
Well, thank goodness for my husband. Yesterday, he expressed to me that something just didn't feel right, and that the offer seemed too good to be true. So I did some research only to find out that the "landlord" did not own the property at all. He had just scammed me out of my last $150 that I had that could have been used to pay a bill or buy groceries..both of which are desperately needed.
So what did I do? I cried. I haven't had my hopes up for something like that in a really long time, and it was such a disappointment. The house really was up for rent, but was way out of our price range. So after I balled my eyes out, I decided to send the "landlord" an email informing him of his scam...in case he was unaware...and thanking him to contributing to the scum of this world.
HE ACTUALLY REPLIED! He tried to convince me that he had no clue what I was talking about, blah blah blah...so I sent him the name and number of the property management company that ACTUALLY owns the property, and told him to call them. I'm sure they would be happy to enlighten him on his scam the way they did for me.....and just as I expected..no response and no refund. So now I am currently stressing to find a place for us to live, and unsure about all of the offers because I can't afford to be scammed again. *sigh* at least I figured it all out before I sent the first months rent.
TTFN <3
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Just a little cheese, please....
So I usually have a new blog up about this time, buuuuuut all the topics that I previously stormed up in my head have all disappeared somehow O.o. I hope I didn't go into all of them ALREADY! Anywho, so I decided to create a blog that had some fun little facts about myself in it, they are as follows:
*I'm short.. 5"2.5 to be exact.
*I suck at grammar..spelling mostly.
*I hate my brown hair, so I dye it black, even though it's only about 2 shades from being black.
*Now that I am 21 and married, I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to until I get preggos.
*I love the fact that my awesomely awesome husband resembles M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold.
*My favorite ice cream is black cherry, but ice cream stores rarely have it.
*I love all music except rap, however certain songs are appealing.
*John Travolta is the greatest actor of all time, and if you don't think so you can go jump off of a cliff, and I have loved him ever since I was in my mothers tummy...yes I do know that.
*People often take advantage of my kindness, and I tend to not do anything about it, but when I do, it's not pretty.
*I used to hate the color pink, but now I want everything to be pink.
*I have the same birthday as the Dutchess herself, Fergie, and I think that makes me superior to everyone else. *lol jk*
*If I go anywhere without my hair done or makeup I am completely uncomfortable the ENTIRE time..so I usually don't go without.
*My mom is my bestest friend.
*Carbs are my weakness, especially chips.
*I don't like a lot of chocolate, in fact, I rarely eat it. *and yes, I am a woman*
*My gaming name is Cheese based on Wisconsin cheese curds...nomnom..but I have never been to Wisconsin. O.o
*I was in love with my husband the moment I met him, even though I wouldn't admit it to myself until later on.
*If I am not on facebook or out on the town, I am at home playing video games with my husband, mainly Combat Arms <3
*I spam :D, :), ;), :p, O.o, <3, etc.
*I want to name my future daughter Lily, which means my husband gets to name our future son, and that terrifies me. lol
*Family is the most important factor in life for me, and it always will be.
*My new last name is Pearson, and whenever I read it I think of a pear even though that's obviously not how it sounds.
*I used to loath running, but now its become one of the best parts of my day.
*One of my biggest desires is to own a smartcar, but considering I am planning on a family I wont be getting one anytime soon.
*There is so much more, but I am clueless allllll the time so I am going to say TTFN <3
*I'm short.. 5"2.5 to be exact.
*I suck at grammar..spelling mostly.
*I hate my brown hair, so I dye it black, even though it's only about 2 shades from being black.
*Now that I am 21 and married, I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to until I get preggos.
*I love the fact that my awesomely awesome husband resembles M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold.
*My favorite ice cream is black cherry, but ice cream stores rarely have it.
*I love all music except rap, however certain songs are appealing.
*John Travolta is the greatest actor of all time, and if you don't think so you can go jump off of a cliff, and I have loved him ever since I was in my mothers tummy...yes I do know that.
*People often take advantage of my kindness, and I tend to not do anything about it, but when I do, it's not pretty.
*I used to hate the color pink, but now I want everything to be pink.
*I have the same birthday as the Dutchess herself, Fergie, and I think that makes me superior to everyone else. *lol jk*
*If I go anywhere without my hair done or makeup I am completely uncomfortable the ENTIRE time..so I usually don't go without.
*My mom is my bestest friend.
*Carbs are my weakness, especially chips.
*I don't like a lot of chocolate, in fact, I rarely eat it. *and yes, I am a woman*
*My gaming name is Cheese based on Wisconsin cheese curds...nomnom..but I have never been to Wisconsin. O.o
*I was in love with my husband the moment I met him, even though I wouldn't admit it to myself until later on.
*If I am not on facebook or out on the town, I am at home playing video games with my husband, mainly Combat Arms <3
*I spam :D, :), ;), :p, O.o, <3, etc.
*I want to name my future daughter Lily, which means my husband gets to name our future son, and that terrifies me. lol
*Family is the most important factor in life for me, and it always will be.
*My new last name is Pearson, and whenever I read it I think of a pear even though that's obviously not how it sounds.
*I used to loath running, but now its become one of the best parts of my day.
*One of my biggest desires is to own a smartcar, but considering I am planning on a family I wont be getting one anytime soon.
*There is so much more, but I am clueless allllll the time so I am going to say TTFN <3
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Strong Willed...
For those that know me can safely say that I am a very...particular person. Due to recent events in my life, it has been brought to my attention that my "OCD", as they put it, is apparently annoying up to the point that it pisses people off. Well one of the subjects that I just so happen to be OCD about is making everyone happy while still being happy myself, so as you can imagine, I have been completely obsessed with trying to figure out what I am doing wrong so that I don't upset everyone. So I decided to ask someone who has never left my side, I have never fought with *knock on wood*, and someone that I can see being there for me up until the day I die, and that is Heather. She said something to me that really made me remember to be proud of the way I am,
"When I first met you, you were you, and you were very strong willed.
And people expected you to bend to their will. And that's not how you are.
They try to blindside you and expect you to give, and you don't. And that upsets them because they expect everyone around them to act that way."
So for those of you that choose to forgo a friendship with someone as loyal as I am, TAKE THAT! I am not OCD, I am strong willed, and I am proud that I refuse to let someone make me their puppet. If I don't want to do something, I won't. If I don't like something, guess what? I won't, and I don't hate you for doing it, or liking it, because I know it's your life. Live it how you wish, but at the same time, let me do the same. I am who I am, you either accept it from the beginning and stick with it, or just don't accept it at all. It saves me pain in the end. I give my friendships my all, so if you don't want to be fortunate enough to enjoy my company, your loss. Not mine. So thank you, Heather, for being one of the greatest friends in my life, and putting my "strong willed" mind at ease :D. TTNF <3
"When I first met you, you were you, and you were very strong willed.
And people expected you to bend to their will. And that's not how you are.
They try to blindside you and expect you to give, and you don't. And that upsets them because they expect everyone around them to act that way."
So for those of you that choose to forgo a friendship with someone as loyal as I am, TAKE THAT! I am not OCD, I am strong willed, and I am proud that I refuse to let someone make me their puppet. If I don't want to do something, I won't. If I don't like something, guess what? I won't, and I don't hate you for doing it, or liking it, because I know it's your life. Live it how you wish, but at the same time, let me do the same. I am who I am, you either accept it from the beginning and stick with it, or just don't accept it at all. It saves me pain in the end. I give my friendships my all, so if you don't want to be fortunate enough to enjoy my company, your loss. Not mine. So thank you, Heather, for being one of the greatest friends in my life, and putting my "strong willed" mind at ease :D. TTNF <3
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Why so serious???
First of all, let me start off by saying that yes, I do know that everyone is entitled to their own opinion, this is just my opinion about some people that take life a little too seriously, and yes there is such a thing.
For example, the movie Avatar: This movie just so happens to be one of my all time favorite movies I have ever watched. Some people didn't like it because they just don't like those types of movies...which is totally cool with me. Other people didn't like it because it portrays the United States and its military too be murderers and bad people. O.o What? Really? Out of that whole movie that is what you got out of it? I come from a family where almost every male in it was in the military, and in fact, my husband is in the military, so I am very patriotic, but I was not offended whatsoever, and the thought didn't even cross my mind!
It seems like some people just try to find things to argue about. Why would you do that? Why would you want to live everyday of your life angry at someone. Sure, there are tons of people that have "done me wrong", but you know what? I don't live to make their or anyone else's lives miserable. Instead, I pity them. I feel so sorry that they wake up in the mornings and feel so pathetic about themselves that they have to hurt someone just to make themselves feel better. This also goes for those that hold grudges. People mess up, so when they are genuinely sorry, forget it and move on! STOP BEING ANGRY AT THE WORLD PEOPLE! The hippies had it right when they just wanted to "share the love"...at least they were happy. If you are like this, try smiling and saying to yourself "life doesn't have to be this bad, so let me change that today". And then try to contact someone you have either wronged or refused to forgive, and repair your error. I guarantee you will feel a whole lot happier in the end, but if you can't do that, at least stop trying to make everyone else suffer because you refuse to be happy. TTFN <3
For example, the movie Avatar: This movie just so happens to be one of my all time favorite movies I have ever watched. Some people didn't like it because they just don't like those types of movies...which is totally cool with me. Other people didn't like it because it portrays the United States and its military too be murderers and bad people. O.o What? Really? Out of that whole movie that is what you got out of it? I come from a family where almost every male in it was in the military, and in fact, my husband is in the military, so I am very patriotic, but I was not offended whatsoever, and the thought didn't even cross my mind!
It seems like some people just try to find things to argue about. Why would you do that? Why would you want to live everyday of your life angry at someone. Sure, there are tons of people that have "done me wrong", but you know what? I don't live to make their or anyone else's lives miserable. Instead, I pity them. I feel so sorry that they wake up in the mornings and feel so pathetic about themselves that they have to hurt someone just to make themselves feel better. This also goes for those that hold grudges. People mess up, so when they are genuinely sorry, forget it and move on! STOP BEING ANGRY AT THE WORLD PEOPLE! The hippies had it right when they just wanted to "share the love"...at least they were happy. If you are like this, try smiling and saying to yourself "life doesn't have to be this bad, so let me change that today". And then try to contact someone you have either wronged or refused to forgive, and repair your error. I guarantee you will feel a whole lot happier in the end, but if you can't do that, at least stop trying to make everyone else suffer because you refuse to be happy. TTFN <3
Monday, September 20, 2010
Let's try this again...
I am pretty sure that this is going to be my 3rd attempt at blogging, so hopefully I will be able to keep up with it this time. So what about you? Why are you a reader? Are we friends, enemies, or did you just happen to stumble upon my entry? Whatever the reason might be, I hope I can provide some source of entertainment for the average internet troller :D, but for the most part, this blog is going to be for me to just let my thoughts go, so forgive me if it's a tad on the boring side. I am going to take this slow, one blog at a time, even though I have so much that I want to say right at this very moment, but if I run out of things to say now, then I won't be blogging later, and you won't have much to look forward to, will you? :P So for now, I am going to leave you here and go for a run. TTFN ♥
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