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Hey all. Sorry I havent posted anything new lately, but as a lot of you know, my mom is in town AND I FINALLY got a call back from Barnes and Noble for a job. I started orientation yesterday, and then the rest of my time is spent enjoying my moms company. I will try to make updates, but as far as my "30 Days of Photos", that will be put on a hold for now. TTFN ♥

Something I will Never Forget...

30 Days of Photos: Day 04 - A picture of your favorite memory.




My wedding day was the happiest day of my life. It was the day that I was finally able to join together with my soul mate, and the love of my life. Even though I was a tad bit late...lol...it was still my day, and nothing was going to bring me down, not even the bishop, for reasons that I dont feel like going into, who almost ruined it all. Still with all of that, the thought of celebrating the marriage of two people who love each other unconditionally, and the fact that those two people were my husband and myself, just made everything bad go away. I will never forget my wedding day, especially since my husband wants to get remarried every 5 years :P How did I get to be so lucky? TTFN ♥

A Cheesey Mystery...

30 Days of Photos-Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Okay so my all time favorite show is Charmed, but since you can only catch reruns of that now a days, I decided to blog about a show still currently making episodes, and that show would be............*drumroll*




BONES!!! I love me some Bones every week. This show is FULL of murder, mystery, comedy, a tad bit of romance but not enough to turn away the male crowed. Everyone in this world can relate to this show, and will be succumbed to its magnificence the moment the set eyes on it. It is just that good. I have never missed a single episode since the first night it aired, and I never plan to. Pure genius. TTFN ♥

Where Does Cheese Come From?...

30 Days of Photos:Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.




This is my mom and me. Over the years I have had a ton of really great friends, but my mom has certainly been the person I have been closest to the longest, for my whole life to be exact. :P
She is the reason I have become the amazing woman I am today, and I hope to be as great of a mother as she was to me. She has always been there to support me through anything, even when she didn't like where I was taking my life, and she was even standing right next to me as my maid of honor on my wedding day. I love her so much, and I can't wait to see her in 3 DAYS!!!!! She is such a blessing, and I am so lucky to have such a great mom. TTFN ♥

10 Cheesey Facts...

YAY! I have stumbled upon another exciting blogging adventure. It's like the 30 Days of Truth, but its with photos this time :) So let us begin:

30 Days of Photos- Day 1: A picture of yourself with ten facts.




1. My full name is Roberta Li Pearson
2. I will be 22 in March
3. I have the greatest husband in the world, who is my hero for more reasons that he realizes.
4. My mom is the most influential person in my life, and I love her dearly.
5. The baby growing in my tummy is my little miracle, and I cant wait to met her/him.
6. I have no regrets in life, but the things that I am not proud of will remain in my past. I am never looking back.
7. I love Texas, but I miss my friends and family in Georgia, and if I will the lotto I am moving all of them here. lol
8. I used to hate the color pink, but now I am obsessed with hot pink.
9. I hate hypocrites more than anything else in this world.
10. If you are my friend, please know I do not take that lightly, and I will do anything in the world for you, all I ask is that you do not hurt me in anyway.

TTFN ♥

A Very Cheesey Valentine...

This ^ was my Valentine's Day surprise from the most wonderful husband in the whole world! And what makes it even better? The fact that my wedding bouquet was strikingly similar, and I dont know if he did that on purpose, but either way I love it. When I answered the door, the delivery guy said "Someone in Iraq loves you! Happy Valentines Day!" which I thought was totally awesome, and my husband even included a personalized message inside my flowers. I would have to say that this is the best Valentine's Day gift anyone has ever gotten me. :)
My only wish was that I could have celebrated our first Valentine's Day together, but I know that my husband has an important job to do, and its better that he left sooner, so that he can be back home and meeting his child sooner :)
I miss him so much. Happy Valentine's Day Goobs! I love you!!! TTFN ♥

What a Waste...

I know I havent really blogged in a couple of day, but due to the fact that I have no life without my husband, I dont have anything to really blog about. Today, however, I do.

I have mixed feelings about the coming of Valentines Day tomorrow. Not only will I not be able to celebrate it with my husband, but like all of the rest of the holidays this year, it will be our first V-Day ever! He does have a surprise coming for me tomorrow, so I am a little excited. :)

Also, yesterday I went to this Valentines Day Social thing for all of the families that have soldiers over seas in the our unit. I was really looking forward to it because we were going to make cards for our soldiers, well it didnt turn out so great. First of all, they didnt have anyone to great you at the door, so I was completely lost of where to start, so they had some catered food, and since with was lunch time, I grabbed myself a baked potato. I tried to sit down with one of the other army wives, and as hard as I tried to make a conversation, she wouldnt talked to me, so I just ate in silence.
Then after that, I decided to make my card, but I noticed that all of the kids were making them, and no adults, which made me feel like an idiot being the only wife making her husband a card. When the little kids asked their moms why they werent making a card for daddy, the moms said they were too old. >.<
But that wasnt going to stop me from making a card for my husband, so I simply made my card and left, and I will never go to one of those stupid social things again. I thought I would go and make friends, but I realized that the only friends I need are my husband, my mom, and the friends I currently have, even though most of them are in Georgia. I dont need nor do I want to have snobby friends, and thats all those wives are. So there! TTFN ♥

Superbowl Weekend...

This past weekend was pretty dang good for me. Shelby and Thomas, close friends of my husband and mine, offered to pick me up and take me to their apartment in Dickinson, which is 4 hours from me, so they drove a total of 16 hours this weekend..yeah I am loved. lol Anyway, it was nice to get out of the house, and have a little fun, although I cant have too much fun with the little bun cookin in my oven ;) lol, but it was still great. The Superbowl half time show sucked, but I am glad the Cheese Heads won.I was also able to receive a couple of calls from my husband, which completely made my weekend, and left me with no worries.
I think the worst part about this whole deployment thing, is the fact that since my husband and I have been married, we have not spent a single moment apart, aside from him going to work. We even get groceries together, I mean everything, and the fact that we just cold turkey stopped seeing each other everyday is putting me through withdrawals to be completely honest, so even just a 20 minute phone call gives me the feeling of being on top of the world.
For those of you who are able to see your loved one everyday but dont, or take a kiss for granted even just once, I would advise to never do it again. I could live without so much in my life, but my husband is not one of them, and I am forced to temporarily do so. He is the only thing that keeps me going and my head looking up, and its odd to think about life before I had him. I had no idea what living and love really was.
So what do I do? I look forward to every phone call I get, I mean every time my phone rings, I jump hoping its him. I get excited at the thought of wrapping myself in his arms when he comes home, and even my surprise that I will be getting on Monday. He called me and told me I HAD to makes sure I was home all day, so right now, that's all I can think about. lol I know I blog about him a lot, but if you were in my situation, and lucky enough to have the greatest man in the world at your side, you would, too. 1 week down, 51 more to go. I can do this. TTFN ♥

TRUE Love...

First off, I would like to update that I did get a call from my husband this morning, and needless to say, I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. He is busy training but thinks of me often, as I do him.

Now, onto my blog topic. I was watching bones and drinking my sunny d, and it was an interesting ending. The episode was about a polygamist family, and bones wondered if he loved all 3 wives equally. Both, her partner, said something that really caught my attention. He said that he loved the first wife the most, and he knew that because he spent more time with her. He agreed that he loved them all, but at the end of the day, there is always that one person you love more. One person, that no matter what, you will give up anything for, move where ever need be, do whatever it takes to ensure their happiness. You can go through life genuinely loving all those you claimed to have loved, but there will always be that one that stole the entirety of your heart and not just a piece.
I agree with booth. I have loved and lost, but I know for 100% certainty that my husband is the ONLY man who has ever, and will ever, have my entire heart, and that, my friends, isn't just love, but TRUE love. TTFN <3

Day by Day...

Ugh. This is a lot more difficult than I thought it would be. So far I am only on day 3 of my husbands deployment, and I don't like this one bit. I haven't heard from him since he called that one morning, and I just miss him so much. I miss being able to curl up into his arms while we watch a movie and eat pizza. I miss snuggling up to him at night when my feet get cold. I miss his sweet kissed and his goofy ones. I miss his laugh, and the way he would say "I love ju". I constantly look at the picture I took of us right before he got on the bus, and I could tell hes thinking of how much hes going to miss me. I want to be in his arms again and hug him as tightly as I can. I know I will get through this, but its not going to be easy. I never thought it would be easy, but I didn't expect it to be this difficult either. *Sigh* 3 days down, 362 to go. TTFN ♥