Where Does Cheese Come From?...

30 Days of Truth- Day 15: Something or someone you couldn't live without.

Well since I already blogged about how wonderful my husband is, I am going to tell you about the greatest woman in my life. My mom is my world. If it weren't for her, I believe I would be one messed up slice o cheese :P She is my inspiration for everything I do, and I hope that when I am lucky enough to have a baby, I will be even have as great as she is. Most girls don't get the luxury of being close with their moms, and honestly, I don't see how the get through life. My mom is my best friend, and she was even my maid of honor at my wedding. If I need advice, she is the first one I call. If I need someone to just sit and listen to me cry, and my husband is at work or something, I know I can count on her. If there is ANYTHING I need, she will do her best to make it happen. My mom even took the money that she needed to put new tires on her car and gave it to me instead for tires for mine, and she has yet to have the ability to put tires on hers. She has sacrificed so much for me, and for that she is my hero and my angel. I can't imagine my life without her, and I am truly the luckiest girl in the world to have her for my mom. TTFN <3

Time to Save the Cheese...

30 Days of Truth-Day 14: A hero that has let you down.

Well considering that my only heroes that I have ever had in my life, my mom and my husband, have never let me down, I guess I am going to have to say NONE! :P Hrmm...well this was a short blog O.o TTFN <3

Jammin' Cheese...

30 Days of truth-Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough times.

It did not take me long to think of the perfect artist for this blog. Miranda Lambert, hands down. When I was at my worst, every single song that I heard from here gave me hope again. She sings about self confidence, pride, revenge, etc. The exact combination for the perfect cocktail for a broken heart. Miranda Lambert, the love of my wonderful husband, and my mom were the only things that kept me going at that time, and are the reasons why I was able to put my past aside so quickly, and move on to my bright future. Miranda Lambert is a hero in my eyes bc she saved me from giving up on love. She saved me from beating myself up. She gave me more self confidence then I have ever had, and when you are in a place as low as I was, that is a miracle in itself. She is flat out amazing, and I love her and her music. TTFN <3

Unnoticable Cheese...

30 Days of blog-Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.

Hmmm.... to be honest, I can't really answer this question bc I am not one of those greedy little B*$@es that sits there waiting for someone to notice them or compliment them. I could care less. Just like those people that do nice things for you JUST to throw it in your face later on. Why even do it? Are you that miserable that you have to make those that really are in need feel like crap just so that you can make yourself feel better? That would be only one in many forms of a hypocrite, and all hypocrites should be dismembered tbh :P TTFN <3

What's so good about the Cheese?...

*Just to warn you, I will be out of town due to the holiday season for 6 days, so this will be my last blog until Monday..now you can't say you weren't warned :P

30 Days of truth- Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

I usually get complemented on the following things: my blue eyes, my soft and thick.......HAIR (ahhh you pervs :P), and my round butt, but the one thing I get the most compliments on...by guys and girls mind you....are my boobs. That's right. Out of all the great qualities God could have blessed me with, he gave me round, perky, big but not too big, squishy knockers, and I am very proud of them, but I do think it's weird when even girls, who don't like other girls btw, tend to compliment me on them more than anything else..well that and my stud of a husband :P TTFN <3

No Mi Gusta Queso....

30 Days of truth- Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know

Hmmm...this is a difficult one, and honestly, I have no clue what to put. Everyone that is currently in my life, I want in my life. If I didn't want you to be there, you wouldn't be, and if you don't want to be in my life by choice, then I don't want you to be in it either. I have never been the type of person to beg someone for their friendship or attention. Why would I want someone in my life that doesn't want to be there? I am devoted to my friends and family, so I don't see the point in being devoted to someone who is just going to screw me over. Trust is a huge issue with me, so if I don't trust you then guess what, you won't be in my life, and how can I trust someone that isn't going to be there for me when I need them? It just doesn't make sense, and frankly, is a waste of my time, and time is far too short to be wasted, especially on someone that doesn't matter anyone. Not to sound mean, but just saying. So yeah, the answer is no one :D TTFN <3

Forgotten Cheese...

30 Days of truth-Day 9: Someone you didn't want to let go, but who drifted.

This is something I have been thinking about for quite sometime, actually. I wouldn't just say one person, but a group of people. I call them my "Morning Peeps" because every single morning before school we would hang out and wait for class to start. It never failed. We had our certain spot in the atrium, and every morning it was hugs, laughs, sometimes tears as we tried to help out one another. We were like the 3 amigos, but there was just more than 3 of us haha. After high school we tried to keep in touch through facebook and all that, but for some reason, we all just went our separate ways. I even invited all of them to my wedding, and not a single one came. I am so glad that we did have the chance to make memories, but apart of me still waits in hope that one day we might all get together again one day. Who knows? lol TTFN <3

Hell's fire Meltin the Cheese...

30 Days of Truth-Day 8: Someone who has made your life hell or treated you badly.

Well, I have already told a few stories regarding some people who have treated me poorly, and I was trying to avoid this subject, but due to not having any more stories, except this one, I will just have to tell it.

I would have to say that in a way, my ex and the woman he left me for have probably wronged me even worse than anyone ever has. I let someone who had lost everything, even the love of her family at the time, move into my home and take complete advantage of my hospitality. I paid for her visa, her plane ticket, I didn't charge her rent, I clean up after them, and because I was the ONLY one working at the time, I paid for all the bills and food that the three of us ate, and do you think I ever asked for a cent in return, no. I'm just not like that. Anyway, after a while me and everyone else looking in noticed that the relationship between her and my boyfriend of three years was much more than just a friendship. I won't go into all the details, but lets just say thank goodness I paid for her ticket because I was also able to pay to send her and her belongings back. Well, even though she was back in England, their relationship continued, and I knew it. I am not as dumb as most people seem to think, and I am not naive. I am, however very strong. Turns out, things just weren't working the way I had hoped, and the moment he left, my world came crashing down, or so I thought.

In actually, if I ever have the chance, I will thank them. They made it possible for me to find true happiness. It was a bitter sweet circumstance, but I am actually very grateful. Because of them, I was able to reconnect with the love of my life. We married 5 months after my ex left, and I now realize that all the money spent, and all the tears cried were worth the happiness I now have. I never thought I could meet someone that makes me feel the way my husband does. Call me mushy or whatever, but it's the truth. He is my other half, and who knows where I would be if my ex and his current girlfriend hadn't done what they did. Yeah they put me through hell, yeah they wronged me, but it was for the best overall. They actually gave me what I had been searching for my entire life. I no longer feel anger or pain. Just gratitude, and even though they will probably never know, I actually appreciate everything they did, and I really hope they are as happy as I am. Being able to feel love like I feel everyday is something I would hope EVERYONE, regardless if they have wronged me or not, gets to feel at some point in their lives. So, if you're reading this, thank you, seriously and sincerely, thank you. TTFN <3

The happy Cheese...

30 Days of Truth-Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living.

There are so many people that deserved to be mentioned in this post. My mom, some others in my family, some of my friends, but there is one person that right now I am especially grateful for, and that is my husband.

My husband is my world, and without him, who knows where I would be. The first time I met him, something deep down went off like a light bulb, and even though I could not act on my feelings, due to being in a relationship, those feelings were always there. A couple of years passed before I became single again, and the moment I did, he was right there, ready to take his proper place in my heart. He fights and defends this country, and he loves me more than anyone has ever loved me before. He treats me better than I probably deserve, and I hope that I return the favor. Although I am so proud of him for what he does, his deployment will be difficult to deal with, but I know my hero will return in my arms safely. I dont think he will ever understand how much he means to me, but waking up next to him everyday has, so far, been the greatest and most generous thing God could have given me. I love him so much, and I am so lucky to have snagged him when I did ;) TTFN <3

Knocking on Cheese...

30 days of truth-Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.

Okay, so I am now officially back, and shall continue with my 30 days of truth, even though I am pretty sure almost 60 days have past since I last started doing these shenanigans. lol

But seriously, I guess the one thing that I hope I never have to do is open my front door. Not to just anyone because I am actually pretty friendly, but to the two (or however many there might be) men dressed in official military uniforms that bring all of the military wives (or husbands) the bad news that they oh so dread to get while their loving soldier is off to war.

I am so unbelievably proud of my husband for everything he has and will continue to do for this country. I love going to random places and hearing people thank my husband or giving him a free drink to show their gratitude towards him. Every time someone expressed their thanks, my pride as a military wife just grows and shines even more and more. He is such an incredible man, and I honestly don't know where I would be right now without him. He works so hard everyday, and treats me even better than I deserve, and although I have faith that he will return to me safely, the thought of having to hear someone else tell me that he won't be coming home would be......indescribably horrific.

But like I said, I know he will come home safely, and although I will miss him dearly while he is gone, I will be so happy to welcome him back, and hopefully there will be a little someone to greet him with me when he returns ;) <3 TTFN