Happy Being Cheese...

30 Days of Photos:Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

So again, I wasnt really sure what to post....honestly, I wouldnt be anyone else. I love my life, and never ever want to be someone else. I am a good person, I have the greatest mother and husband a girl could ask for, and I have a beautiful child on the way. Nothing can beat that..not all the fortune nor fame. So, I guess my picture is just of me because I love my life, and I wouldnt trade it for anything in the world :)TTFN <3

Nighty Night Cheese...

30 Days of Photos: Day 5- a picture of your night.

Okay so for the past few days I wasnt really sure what to put for this one bc most of the time I am either working or sitting at home watching some shows. As of right now I am currently in the middle of season 2 of one of my favorite TV shows, Daria. Oh how she makes me laugh.




Only 1 month and 2 days until my husband comes home from R&R, and then I will be filling my nights with much more entertaining things...........LIKE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS YOU PERVS!!! ;P TTFN <3

Busy Busy Cheese...

Oh man, so much has gone on! Since I last blogged, my mom left to go home, but then I left to go visit her in Georgia. I've been busting my butt working at Barnes and Noble, and then after work I am too sleepy to do anything :P

The pregnancy is going well. I am 17 weeks, and it seems as though the baby is very active, and according to my symptoms it seems to be a girl, but I wont find out for sure until June. I was supposed to find out in early may, but I have decided to wait until my husband comes home for his R&R so that we will be able to find out together. :)

Other than that, my husband had a super desktop built for me, so all of my free time has been spent getting it all set up with my desired programs and files. I am so glad I dont have to use vista anymore....idk what windows was thinking. WIN7 FTW!!!!!

Thats about all the important things I have for now, so I shall continue with my 30 day picture thingy tomorrow. TTFN <3

Pause...

Hey all. Sorry I havent posted anything new lately, but as a lot of you know, my mom is in town AND I FINALLY got a call back from Barnes and Noble for a job. I started orientation yesterday, and then the rest of my time is spent enjoying my moms company. I will try to make updates, but as far as my "30 Days of Photos", that will be put on a hold for now. TTFN ♥

Something I will Never Forget...

30 Days of Photos: Day 04 - A picture of your favorite memory.




My wedding day was the happiest day of my life. It was the day that I was finally able to join together with my soul mate, and the love of my life. Even though I was a tad bit late...lol...it was still my day, and nothing was going to bring me down, not even the bishop, for reasons that I dont feel like going into, who almost ruined it all. Still with all of that, the thought of celebrating the marriage of two people who love each other unconditionally, and the fact that those two people were my husband and myself, just made everything bad go away. I will never forget my wedding day, especially since my husband wants to get remarried every 5 years :P How did I get to be so lucky? TTFN ♥

A Cheesey Mystery...

30 Days of Photos-Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Okay so my all time favorite show is Charmed, but since you can only catch reruns of that now a days, I decided to blog about a show still currently making episodes, and that show would be............*drumroll*




BONES!!! I love me some Bones every week. This show is FULL of murder, mystery, comedy, a tad bit of romance but not enough to turn away the male crowed. Everyone in this world can relate to this show, and will be succumbed to its magnificence the moment the set eyes on it. It is just that good. I have never missed a single episode since the first night it aired, and I never plan to. Pure genius. TTFN ♥

Where Does Cheese Come From?...

30 Days of Photos:Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.




This is my mom and me. Over the years I have had a ton of really great friends, but my mom has certainly been the person I have been closest to the longest, for my whole life to be exact. :P
She is the reason I have become the amazing woman I am today, and I hope to be as great of a mother as she was to me. She has always been there to support me through anything, even when she didn't like where I was taking my life, and she was even standing right next to me as my maid of honor on my wedding day. I love her so much, and I can't wait to see her in 3 DAYS!!!!! She is such a blessing, and I am so lucky to have such a great mom. TTFN ♥

10 Cheesey Facts...

YAY! I have stumbled upon another exciting blogging adventure. It's like the 30 Days of Truth, but its with photos this time :) So let us begin:

30 Days of Photos- Day 1: A picture of yourself with ten facts.




1. My full name is Roberta Li Pearson
2. I will be 22 in March
3. I have the greatest husband in the world, who is my hero for more reasons that he realizes.
4. My mom is the most influential person in my life, and I love her dearly.
5. The baby growing in my tummy is my little miracle, and I cant wait to met her/him.
6. I have no regrets in life, but the things that I am not proud of will remain in my past. I am never looking back.
7. I love Texas, but I miss my friends and family in Georgia, and if I will the lotto I am moving all of them here. lol
8. I used to hate the color pink, but now I am obsessed with hot pink.
9. I hate hypocrites more than anything else in this world.
10. If you are my friend, please know I do not take that lightly, and I will do anything in the world for you, all I ask is that you do not hurt me in anyway.

TTFN ♥

A Very Cheesey Valentine...

This ^ was my Valentine's Day surprise from the most wonderful husband in the whole world! And what makes it even better? The fact that my wedding bouquet was strikingly similar, and I dont know if he did that on purpose, but either way I love it. When I answered the door, the delivery guy said "Someone in Iraq loves you! Happy Valentines Day!" which I thought was totally awesome, and my husband even included a personalized message inside my flowers. I would have to say that this is the best Valentine's Day gift anyone has ever gotten me. :)
My only wish was that I could have celebrated our first Valentine's Day together, but I know that my husband has an important job to do, and its better that he left sooner, so that he can be back home and meeting his child sooner :)
I miss him so much. Happy Valentine's Day Goobs! I love you!!! TTFN ♥

What a Waste...

I know I havent really blogged in a couple of day, but due to the fact that I have no life without my husband, I dont have anything to really blog about. Today, however, I do.

I have mixed feelings about the coming of Valentines Day tomorrow. Not only will I not be able to celebrate it with my husband, but like all of the rest of the holidays this year, it will be our first V-Day ever! He does have a surprise coming for me tomorrow, so I am a little excited. :)

Also, yesterday I went to this Valentines Day Social thing for all of the families that have soldiers over seas in the our unit. I was really looking forward to it because we were going to make cards for our soldiers, well it didnt turn out so great. First of all, they didnt have anyone to great you at the door, so I was completely lost of where to start, so they had some catered food, and since with was lunch time, I grabbed myself a baked potato. I tried to sit down with one of the other army wives, and as hard as I tried to make a conversation, she wouldnt talked to me, so I just ate in silence.
Then after that, I decided to make my card, but I noticed that all of the kids were making them, and no adults, which made me feel like an idiot being the only wife making her husband a card. When the little kids asked their moms why they werent making a card for daddy, the moms said they were too old. >.<
But that wasnt going to stop me from making a card for my husband, so I simply made my card and left, and I will never go to one of those stupid social things again. I thought I would go and make friends, but I realized that the only friends I need are my husband, my mom, and the friends I currently have, even though most of them are in Georgia. I dont need nor do I want to have snobby friends, and thats all those wives are. So there! TTFN ♥

Superbowl Weekend...

This past weekend was pretty dang good for me. Shelby and Thomas, close friends of my husband and mine, offered to pick me up and take me to their apartment in Dickinson, which is 4 hours from me, so they drove a total of 16 hours this weekend..yeah I am loved. lol Anyway, it was nice to get out of the house, and have a little fun, although I cant have too much fun with the little bun cookin in my oven ;) lol, but it was still great. The Superbowl half time show sucked, but I am glad the Cheese Heads won.I was also able to receive a couple of calls from my husband, which completely made my weekend, and left me with no worries.
I think the worst part about this whole deployment thing, is the fact that since my husband and I have been married, we have not spent a single moment apart, aside from him going to work. We even get groceries together, I mean everything, and the fact that we just cold turkey stopped seeing each other everyday is putting me through withdrawals to be completely honest, so even just a 20 minute phone call gives me the feeling of being on top of the world.
For those of you who are able to see your loved one everyday but dont, or take a kiss for granted even just once, I would advise to never do it again. I could live without so much in my life, but my husband is not one of them, and I am forced to temporarily do so. He is the only thing that keeps me going and my head looking up, and its odd to think about life before I had him. I had no idea what living and love really was.
So what do I do? I look forward to every phone call I get, I mean every time my phone rings, I jump hoping its him. I get excited at the thought of wrapping myself in his arms when he comes home, and even my surprise that I will be getting on Monday. He called me and told me I HAD to makes sure I was home all day, so right now, that's all I can think about. lol I know I blog about him a lot, but if you were in my situation, and lucky enough to have the greatest man in the world at your side, you would, too. 1 week down, 51 more to go. I can do this. TTFN ♥

TRUE Love...

First off, I would like to update that I did get a call from my husband this morning, and needless to say, I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. He is busy training but thinks of me often, as I do him.

Now, onto my blog topic. I was watching bones and drinking my sunny d, and it was an interesting ending. The episode was about a polygamist family, and bones wondered if he loved all 3 wives equally. Both, her partner, said something that really caught my attention. He said that he loved the first wife the most, and he knew that because he spent more time with her. He agreed that he loved them all, but at the end of the day, there is always that one person you love more. One person, that no matter what, you will give up anything for, move where ever need be, do whatever it takes to ensure their happiness. You can go through life genuinely loving all those you claimed to have loved, but there will always be that one that stole the entirety of your heart and not just a piece.
I agree with booth. I have loved and lost, but I know for 100% certainty that my husband is the ONLY man who has ever, and will ever, have my entire heart, and that, my friends, isn't just love, but TRUE love. TTFN <3

Day by Day...

Ugh. This is a lot more difficult than I thought it would be. So far I am only on day 3 of my husbands deployment, and I don't like this one bit. I haven't heard from him since he called that one morning, and I just miss him so much. I miss being able to curl up into his arms while we watch a movie and eat pizza. I miss snuggling up to him at night when my feet get cold. I miss his sweet kissed and his goofy ones. I miss his laugh, and the way he would say "I love ju". I constantly look at the picture I took of us right before he got on the bus, and I could tell hes thinking of how much hes going to miss me. I want to be in his arms again and hug him as tightly as I can. I know I will get through this, but its not going to be easy. I never thought it would be easy, but I didn't expect it to be this difficult either. *Sigh* 3 days down, 362 to go. TTFN ♥

Alone..for Now

Sorry for no blog post yesterday, but it was a really rough day for me, so I couldn't even see the computer screen even if I tried. I sent my soldier off to war, and it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. It was difficult to come home to all of his things, all of our pictures, and with our 2 cats just giving me a confused look like, "you left with daddy, why didn't you return with him?". I cried for hours, but after I got sick of the head ache and being so upset, (after all you're not supposed to be stressed when you got a bun in the oven)I started cleaning to get my mind off of things. Then I went grocery shopping at walmart with my neighbor ashley. After that I sat down with my nook and read me some Sandra Brown. Around 11:00 I finally fell asleep, but woke up so many times to find myself unable to clutch to my husband. :(
Then around 4:30 am my phone rings! It was him! He had bought a phone card when he landed in Ireland, and decided to call me :). Even though we only got to talk for not even 5 minutes, in that time I realized that everything was going to be alright. I am so proud of him, and I am so lucky to have such a strong, noble, honest, hard working, loving husband. I am anxiously awaiting his return, and now I am just going to concentrate on being healthy and preparing for our baby to arrive. TTFN ♥

Pondering Cheese...

Do you ever wonder what would someone be like had you met under different circumstances. For example, say you get into a car accident. Well you are automatically going to pretty much HATE whoever ran into your car, but what if you had met through a mutual friend or at an exercise class instead? You may have become best friends and gotten along way better than any friend you have ever had before, or think about it flipped. What if instead of meeting your best friend the way you did, they accidentally ran over your dog and killed it. Most likely, you would want to punch them in the face for as long as you lived, and therefore you wouldn't have that person in your life. I don't know, I guess just something to think about. TTFN ♥

My Favorite Song Right Now...

My favorite song changes fairly quickly, but as of right now it would have to be Katy Perry's Firework. To me this song is the ultimate motivator for anyone that is feeling down or unappreciated. It's one of those songs that when you listen to it in the morning, you feel like you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. Even if you don't like her kind of music, I challenge you to just read the following lyrics, and if you don't feel inspired or a rush of self worth, then well, sorry, but you're not human. lol

Katy Perry- Firework
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

TTFN <3

Things I Want...

So I am super excited because my wonderful Grmi has accepted the task of decorating the Nursery. So as I am thinking about all the things I am hoping for, I decided that writing them down would be better, so that I might be able to go back and refer to my notes should I forget anything :)

*A rocking chair- This is my #1 priority, as my Grmi agreed, even more than a crib. I love rocking babies to sleep, and most of the time will fall asleep myself. lol
*A throw blanket made of rayon- I have been dying for one of these blankets for quite some time now. They are not too hot, but will keep you just warm enough to be comfortable. It feels like water against your skin, and it is just soooo amazing.
*A crib- Of course. That's obvious, but I have a feeling that at least until daddy gets back from deployment, the baby will probably be sleeping with me most of the time lol.
*A super cute car seat/stroller set- So I can take walks and burn off my preggo fat and still look cute :)
*A family car- This is probably the most important yet most expensive item of all. I love my car, but lets face it, a two door plus a new baby does not equal success. lol My husband desperately wants a new camero when he gets back from Iraq, and I told him he could get one as long as I never EVER have to put the baby in or take the baby out of the car seat. He agreed, but come on, lets face it, that will probably last a month, TOPS! It would be so nice to have a car that has 4 doors, isn't super low to the ground, and will fit the stroller PLUS all of our groceries in the trunk. Sigh, but at the same time, he is so deserving of a new car, so I guess we will just have to see. lol
Other than this list, and all of the obvious necessities, I am not really picky about anything else. TTFN <3

My Purpose...

Okay, so I hit the button on the Random Blog Topic Generator I told you about earlier, and it asked me,"Why do you think you were born into this world?"

I believe that many people are born for specific reasons. For example, some people are meant to save lives and therefore become doctors. Some are meant to entertain people, so they become musicians or actors, or strippers if you want to go that far lol. I believe that I was born to be a mom. I don't think God really cares about what I do as far as my employment as long as I am there to take care of my children, however many that may be.
How do I know this? Well, lets see, I am the oldest girl out of about 15 cousins which means I did a LOT of babysitting. Then the older I got I never really knew what I wanted to go to school for, all I knew is that I wanted to get married and start my family. That is how I know I married the perfect man because the day we got married he told me that I should stop taking birth control, and in agreement, I did. Even though it took 5 long months of trying, we finally have started our family, and we couldn't be happier.
So far I am 4 weeks pregnant, and even though my boobs ache, my hormones are out of wack, and I am constantly tired, I am so excited to begin this life changing experience, after all, this is what I was born to do. TTFN ♥

Preggo Cheese!!!...

Okay, so this morning I decided to take one of the two pregnancy tests I had, and it said yes!!!!! So just to make sure, I took the other test, and what do you know? I'M PREGGO!!!!!!!!!! I am the happiest person ever, and I can't wait to experience everything. I am so glad that it is FINALLY my time :P TTFN &hearts,

My Greatest Life Lesson so Far...

The greatest lesson life has taught me at this point is not to be too trusting of the human race. When you think about it, it's actually pretty sad, and kind of makes being a human degrading in a way. It seems like whenever life has a trial for me it's always about how am I going to handle getting screwed over. It could be anything from a scammer that knocks on your door to your best friend betraying you. You name it, I've been thru it, and frankly, I am done being takin' for a fool, and the best part? I knew better. Each and every single time, I knew it before it even had the chance to bite me in the butt, but I am the type of person that wants to believe in people. I want to see one good person in this world that wont take advantage of me. Are there any decent people left? It seems like whenever these situations come to play, I know that people can't be that generous or civilized, but I want to trust that the "too good to be true" situations will actually work out in my favor one day. I want to find one kindhearted human being that won't screw me over the first chance they get. I still have a little hope left, but not much. TTFN ♥